Tuesday, May 31, 2011

New place, new people, new experiences, new aim

I'm in Shah Alam now
So far away from my beloved hometown, Johor Bahru
And I'm missing my family really badly
So badly that I didn't eat anything for 4 days straight
Honestly i don't like my new apartment
Small, cramped (i lived in bungalow, dammit), smelly ('loji' just around the corner)
My new housemates, all of them 'x masuk kepala'
I got double-decker bed, me on top
So close to the deadly spinning fan
Just hope that it won't do anything unpleasant to me

Right now i'm sitting on the floor alone
In my bedroom
The housemates are in living room
Doing their own businesses
Yeah, I'm passive, quiet, whatever they think about me
I'm here in Shah Alam just because I want to study
Graduate
And get a very nice job, a present for my beloved parents in JB
So, I cannot burden my brain with problems like this
Not going to disappoint my family
Not going to bother waht my housemates think 'bout me

Be stronger, JaDe
You can do it
Prove it
Make yourself proud
Make everyone else proud

And then you can go back to your family
With a true smile on your face